Nitwa Uwingabire Helene, mfite imyaka 33. Ntuye mu mudugudu w’Isonga, mu Murenge wa Gatenga. Namenye ubwenge mbona mfite mama gusa, data nta bwo yabana na mama. Aho nkuriye, baramunyereka bati “Uriya ni we so”. Nta kindi kintu data yigeze amarira. Mama yajya kuraguza, ariko yavayo akanyigisha gusenga. Nakuze nkunda Imana kuko mama yari yarabintoje.
Ku myaka 10, mama yarapfuye ntangura ubuzima bubi. Nagiye kuba kwa mama wacu, nkirirwa ubusa, nkaja kw’ishuri nta mpamba bampaye… Nakomeje kubaho mu buzima bubi, nyuma y’intambara mva mu caro nza kuba i Kigali ngira ngo mbone uko niga ariko biba ivy’ubusa.
Nakoze akazi ko mu rugo, nyuma nshaka umugabo tuvyarana abana 2. Twagiye kwipimisha ubwandu bw’agakoko ka SIDA (HIV), nsanga we afite ubwandu ariko jewe ndi muzima. Nyuma y’imyaka 4 tubana, yaje gupfa yishwe n’ubwo burwayi. Kuva ubwo natanguye ubuzima bw’ubupfakazi, ntagira aho mba, nkaja ndara aho bwije ngeze.
Nabayeho mu buzima bubi cane, ngeza aho nisabira gupfa ndetse mbifatira amasengesho kuko nabona nta kubaho. Impamvu yo kubisengera ni uko nizera ko ikintu cose umuntu asavye Uwiteka akimuha. Muri ayo masengesho nagize inzozi, mbona haje umuntu wambaye impuzu yera arambaza ati “Urasaba iki ngo nkiguhe?” Ndasubiza nti “Ndashaka gupfa kandi nkabona ubugingo!”
Hashize akanya gato mbona abantu 2 biyoberanije basa nk’abamalayika ariko atari bo, baraza bamfata amaboko banjana mu gituro bagiye kuhagera wa mugabo wambaye impuzu y’umweru aragaruka arabategeka ati “Mumurekure asubireyo!” Bahise bandekura ndagaruka, ako kanya menya ko nasavye nabi. Nahinduye isengesho ntangura gusaba ubwenge no gukorera Imana, nongera kuyisaba ngo intungire abana ndetse inyubakire inzu.
Imana ntiyahise ibimpa, ahubwo nakomeje ubuzima bubi bwo kuraraguza, rimwe nkabura aho ndyama… Ubwo buzima nabumazemwo imyaka 3, nyuma y’ivyo mbona ikibanza ndubaka, abaturage bampa ibiti, hejuru nsakaza ibipapuro. Abambona nsohoka muri iyo nzu bamfata nk’umusazi, bati “Uzabazwa aba bana uraza muri iyo nzu!” Muri ubwo buzima nakomeza gusenga, ndetse Imana ikampa amajambo y’ihumure anyereka ko iri kumwe nanje. Nyuma yo kwihanganira muri iyo nzu, Imana yanyoherereje umugiraneza ampa amabati ariko ntiyuzura neza. Imana yakomeje kumbwira ko izayihindura.
Hashize imyaka umunani (8), Imana yampaye undi muterankunga anyubakira inzu ikingishijwe inzugi za metallique n’ibirahuri, ifite ubwiherero na douche kandi na ya yindi iracahari. Abana n’ubwo na bo bahuye n’ubuzima bubi, ariko ubu bariga babifashijwemwo na Compassion International.
Ubu ndashima Imana ko ndi amahoro! Imana yanyibagije umubabaro nagize. Imana ni Data, kandi iyo isezeranye irashitsa. Nimba wizeye Uwiteka, humura azagutabara kandi ibikubabaje ubu ntuzovyibuka ukundi. Nawe ubabazwa, ubandanye usenga Uwiteka. Imana ibahe umugisha!
Sources : Agakiza
